Recognized my growth when he died Only absence was the twinkle in my eye Paralyzed, better yet I'm petrified Sun pouring in, counting blessings in disguise No more, I don't feel it no more I don't fear you no more All this grief that I've known Said I don't feel it no more Hope we see tomorrow I don't fear you no more I don't feel it no more I don't fear you no more All this grief that I've no known I don't feel it no more Hope we see tomorrow Race to my downfall My hands on the hot end, then they bounce off Navy blue don, soul stand tall I never moved on from looking at his corpse These black hands they remind me of war Hand me the torch, must I offer still waterfall My ancestors in it for the long ride, I demand lessons No use in the bees when my mere essence bear blessings Yea it's true, I spent days in the chair bredrin High frequency, only few can hear heaven Only few can hear heaven Yeah, time is moving still Soul rot from the inside, abuser's guilt I was lost in a field Hereditary depression, dawg I know its real