Spent time at the center, all alone Turn lies into reasons to perform Her eyes seein' through the bullshit Love for myself, know I had it all along Try battlin' the odds, when the truth came forward I can't hide from it I ain't put shit in my stomach Bare spliff smoke, can't stress it I just wanna see the pain go My best friend said she couldn't trust me no more So I'm working on myself, 'til the old me change, left lonely I can only wait for the moment Countin' all these days, countin' all these reasons to hate myself But none of 'em say, "emotions fleeting" Give thanks 'cause my heart's still beating My love lack meaning, thinking if I went home that evening Couldn't wash all the guilt from behind my ears Out the side of my chest, know my soul is scared Scared of what is to be of me Will I fall victim to the same three things? The boy with three sisters on Seven Sisters Road These are streets that he woulda known We were speaking in codes Good yute, white rice with the black beans Do you, I'm ight, goin' sightseeing Who you, on the right, where the light breed? Two souls in a fight, tryna take me, can't take me Stationary, where the hate breed Y'all can't take me Stationary, where the hate breed Y'all can't take me Y'all gon' have to face me, this time Y'all can't take me Stationary, where the hate breed Y'all can't take me Y'all gon' have to face me Stationary, where the hate breed