Live a lie, niggas switching sides That abyss, the location of this shit I couldn't find I admit, wouldn't listen, so I figured I would try my own way Lonely at the bottom, typically I won't pray When I needed most, plant the seed of hope Sinking in the depths, a place my mom Anedra won't go Off a cliff, you would slip I be feeding you the rope Clear the air, it's hella demons in your home I was treated with the utmost respect, when I needed you the most I won't forget, life's cyclical Body in a hole is life's ritual Living in my body, I'm a host, I'm convulsed, and lokey, a nigga only know grief slowly A nigga making more breech, more relief It's much more to me that you can see I move accordingly, at motion speed My emotions deep, riddle when I hold the key, going free I be going with the going, G Trust, closure what my focus bring Climbing up the bean stock Access of my means got, caught up in my jeans Not brought up by the fiends, and the people who was needing God more than me More the merrier, I tie the bow around a gorgeous dream Sorting through these horror scenes, I can't afford to bleed I got more to keep I got to keep from giving more of me to those of need It's not foreign, I was born a king Open your eyes, you can fly like Flora Purim Sparring like it's Bruce and Kareem Good music and tea, trust I'm good off the weed Good riddance of grief Dip my head in the sea Life heavy as them Pendleton sleeves I chose to get up and leave Vast spectrum as the pendulum swings Underneath you find the finer things The body is a vessel of belief I can't be pointing at you I should be looking at me Uh I should be looking at me I can't be pointing at you I should be looking at me Teach That's accountability Uh That's accountability I can't be looking at you I should be looking at me I should be looking at me that's accountability Uh That's accountability I should be looking at me You know what I mean Like, what am I doing pointing the finger at you? You know what I mean it's just a reflection of self I should be looking at me That's the first step That's the first Yeah