It's at the center of me but still don't see Feel it moving around Can I admit defeat or disbelief Does it have to be now Hey wait, why do I wait until this shit gets harder Hey wait, my words are arriving now So I wait, I wait until the shit gets harder Alone in my head Is it all I had is it all that's left I'm starting out empty again I cradled my arms and rocked myself to sleep It'll be ten more years till I say what need Stuck in my mouth when I try to speak And nothing comes out Hey wait, why do I wait until this shit gets harder Hey wait, my words are arriving now So I wait, I wait until the shit gets harder Alone in my head Said maybe, I don't want to sleep too long Someone wake me, I don't want to sleep too long I'm just gonna close my eyes and try to play it cool I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of waiting on myself I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of waiting on myself Why do I wait until the shit gets harder I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of waiting on myself Why do I wait until the shit gets harder I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of waiting on myself It's the center of me but I still don't see But it's moving around