Tonight I feel like self-destructing Destroy myself and start again The final culmination of everything I never said I'm coming undone And I won't rest 'til I'm dead and gone The pain you caused I choke on my own tongue My words, they don't come out at all Bloodshot eyes Your hands are shaking And you don't know why You do this all to yourself Steady your breathing It's almost over now You're just a face in the crowd It's almost over now You've gone and thrown me away I'm hoping all of these scars Will never see the light of day I torture myself EVERY DAY I SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE I suffer in silence With all these words still stuck Bloodshot eyes Your hands are shaking And you don't know why You do this all to yourself Steady your breathing It's almost over now You're just a face in the crowd Keep it together… All I have left, ripped from my flesh Leaves my heart torn asunder BITCH I'm searching the words to say this But I'm nodding, totally thoughtless A million pages of letters discarded Scatter the room, but I'm just getting started Bloodshot eyes Your hands are shaking And you don't know why I do this all to myself Bloodshot eyes My hands are shaking And I don't know why I do this all to myself I've been searching for words to say this But I'm lonely, exhausted, tired, and thoughtless A million pages of letters discarded Scatter the room but I'm just getting started