One year short a fourth a century
Part of me's still stuck at 14
Never thought I'd be somebody
That could get so angry
One more second til I shatter
I've been told to say I'm fine
Nothing really seems to matter
When it comes to my mind
Bite my tongue until it breaks
Blood on my cheeks
It's been taking up more space
Lately
Try to scream but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in cant say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little
Just a little, just a little
Always good at understanding
Always try to keep the peace
Standing in your shoes for so long
I've forgotten all of me
Clench my fist until I'm weak
Hardly breathing
Think so much so I can't speak
My eyes are leaking
Try to scream but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little
Just a little, just a little
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing, feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing, feel nothing
Try to scream but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little
Just a little, just a little
