If I loved you, I don't now
Somewhere a line was crossed somehow
So I put those feelings way up on a shelf
At least that's what I tell myself

If you loved me, why attack?
And so I had to turn my back
Your breath escapes, the smoke unfurls
A little light, a little darkness leaves the world

If I loved you, I don't now
If I loved you, I don't now

We were brothers, we were friends
At least until the friendship's end
We were young and we set out into the world together
Only a fool like me would think that'd last forever

If I loved you, I don't now
A life crossed out somehow
These ugly words, they can consume
And now your shadow follows me around the room

If I loved you, I don't now
If I loved you, I don't now
If I loved you, I don't now
If I loved you