Sit alone and let out a cry Hoping they're rushing deep on my side Don't get me wrong, I know it's selfish But I'm, not gonna lie (I'm not gonna lie) Pain overrides me so I turn off the lights I can't find my way So I live with the lights off Scared to turn back on Worried they'll all run It's mixed up in my head expectations of love These memories harm me I'm worthless they say buried in my past I can't get away Sit alone and let out a cry (cry) Hoping they're rushing deep in my side Don't get me wrong, I know it's selfish But I'm, not gonna lie (I'm not gonna lie) Pain overrides me so I turn off the lights Ooh (With the lights off) Ooh (With the lights off) Ooh (With the lights off) Ooh (With the lights off) Ooh (With the lights off) (With the lights off) Ooh (With the lights off)