Shadows haunt me in the night Darkness pushes me down, down, down I walk among the living dead, constantly bargaining with my life Madness crawling down my spine Desperation drives me insane Sharp bites into my arm A panicked search for the calm You think my loneliness is a game, that I enjoy the callous life Look deep into my eyes, and you'll see feelings frozen to ice I am so lonely tonight I am so lonely tonight I am so lonely tonight Cold glances wherever I go Hatred shooting arrows at my heart The road to community is blocked A quick plan to mend the cold shoulder Whatever I do, I do wrong I do not fit into your template Bullshit and laughter behind my back I'm an outcast wherever I go But you've got the nerve to say "Be strong" But you've always been so secure Sparks in my vein or sniffing glue Whatever it takes to make me forget that I am so lonely tonight I am so lonely tonight I am so lonely tonight