Back here again / 
totally drained
Painfully sober again

It sure feels unreal / 
when your're under the wheel/
but far stranger still / 
when every bone aches and moans/
to once more be back under there

It's really not fair/ 
it's too much to bear/
over the edge/ 
not just bad, but weird and sad/
and too god damn f**ked up to understand

Bursting with beautiful emptiness/
speachless and babbling/ 
just one big mess/
self-obsessed/ 
immature and insecure

It's a sordid affair/ 
wrong and unfair/
just leave me alone

Bursting with beautiful emptiness/
speachless and babbling/ 
just one big mess/
self-obsessed/ 
immature and insecure