I can't explain it I can't ignore it All these feelings I've felt have been working against me, man Since I've been alive It's kind of funny Strange, I never saw it Unless somebody spells it out I never understand At least that's how it feels She is afraid of the sounds That I make when I'm around And she's taking it out on me She gets enraged at the void I return to when destroyed And she's taking it out on me I heard a story Strangely uninvited Crashed into me Knocked me out Rearranged everything I thought I'd ever known I used to feel bad But now I'm uncertain They tell me I'm fine But I'm never through working out problems In my head Instead of being present Tensions rising in defense She is afraid of the sounds That I make when I'm around And she's taking it out on me She gets enraged at the void I return to when destroyed And she's taking it out on me I'm not trying to cause a scene I'm just trying to understand I'm not trying to cause a scene I'm just trying to understand She is afraid of the sounds That I make when I'm around And she's taking it out on me She gets enraged at the void I return to when destroyed And she's taking it out on me