My eyes were to the ground, couldn't face the situation Was it in my head, was it just my own creation? Everyone was cool, too cool for me I felt like I took a time machine back to 2003 Such an aching feeling in me I know it's not true but I feel I'm thirteen Somehow I missed it, I was in the kitchen eating my feelings Waiting for my turn, watching my heart yearn, always retreating And I wanted so badly to feel something pure Waiting for my, my turn I never thought I could be a singer I would cry to my sister Will I ever find love, would anybody love me? She held me tight, told me I was wrong and that I was crazy Such an aching feeling in me I know it's not true but I feel I'm thirteen Somehow I missed it, I was in the kitchen eating my feelings Waiting for my turn, watching my heart yearn, always retreating And I wanted so badly to feel something pure Waiting for my, my turn