Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore You abandoned me They say that trauma shit not real But it is You know? Look Swallowing lies Trauma coming up so I deal with it Ain't no picking sides If you cross a line you gon live in it Head to the sky Like why you taking the real niggas? If we went back in time I'd be a field nigga Record labels capitalize off us Fuck a deal nigga Conscious shit ain't cool They rather hear you say you kill niggas Sexualize our women Glorify how we pop pills nigga When it's time to buy your masters back That's when they kill niggas This rap shit get colder than the streets Fuck buying chains and whips We bought some land to plant these seeds If it's up to me I'd let all the dealers free Know niggas that's been locked Since the 90's from selling weed This ain't the land of the free These niggas thieves Drop dope off in the ghetto Then lock you for selling keys Broken mentally But still wont hit that repeat Reflections of my daddy All his trauma live in me look I want more for my kids So I been dealing with Broken cycles from past lives I did it with The power of God And all my ancestors I don't chase after shit My nigga I manifest it Baby girl at home watching Blippy I'm movin' round the city clutchin' blicky (yeah) I'm praying I survive til' I'm fifty And I'd use all my power To create us a world where you don't gotta miss me Even when I'm gone Manifest Look I know an atheist that don't believe in nothing What's funny is he still believe in something You don't hear me I got a brother addicted to nina clutchin' Paranoid when he see the reaper coming I got a nigga stuck in every walk of life My nigga work a nine to five And beat on his wife It's been nights she called me screaming Just wishing he die Then wake up like it never happened These every day stories I tell through rapping Father, mother, whoever you are I need a sign Never walk with the sheep But I feel like you lead me blind Twenty seven years And I still feel like a child But thankful for my growth I know my grandma be proud nigga Grew up with wild niggas Shootouts at the loud, nigga See you when you on him He gon' dump into the crowd nigga And can still look in the mirror and smile I was lost but this life shit Got me figuring it out On God (You abandoned me) Baby girl at home watching Blippy I'm movin' round the city clutchin' blicky (yeah) I'm praying I survive til' I'm fifty And I'd use all my power To create us a world where you don't gotta miss me Even when I'm gone Manifest (You abandoned me...)