I wish I could one day Find the memories in my brain In search for peace The world seemed the best in the place We had running across the fields Hidden behind the trees Now you see the world has changed Still searching for the fantasies I had as a girl Grown up we know we can lose The game is hard to play But you need to trust in you I thought I had to be The girl they all wanted me to be They got me going crazy I almost lost everything, oh Now it’s up to me to choose Somehow I feel I won’t lose My hopes help me fight Thank God I found the stream It was so hard to get up and leave Now I'm sure it’s right I thought I had to be The girl they all wanted me to be They got me going crazy I almost lost everything, oh