Hope your not looking down on me today 
I've tried to do my best carrying this weight 
I know about vengeance upon thee 
I have never forgotten for one second 

But this was hard 
You must know I regret that morning more than anything 
And I'd give my life to get it back 
That is not, not to say I don't love this 

But there is not one day I can forget 
There's not one day, there is not one day
Sometimes I feel I'm waiting biding time 
Waiting for something that may never come 

Still everything is different 
All was changed, everything 
All that we live for 
All that we dreamed of taken away 

Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for 
Something to jump out at me 
Where can you go when they come calling 
Where can you hide when they come for you 

Times like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe 
I call your name