Some days I feel like I'm lazy Some days I feel like I made it Look what this rap shit had made me I know that some niggas shade me I'm praying for that as of lately Pressing my foot on the pavement She looking like that ain't my baby Face is just full of amazement Some days man I feel like the greatest Some days man I feel like I ain't shit I scribble my name on the painting Entitle myself to the pain Its the tidal repel from the rain Michael a helluva name Michael an angel inside I guess he fell for the fame I guess he is selfish again I put my health in this pen I put a cell in my brain I put my self on the page I take my wealth to this grave I take this L to the face I don't take L's I'm a great That is not up for debate I left some crumbs on your plate Niggas is starving they front like they ate Slept on the floor where that comforter laid Resting my stomach would ache I just been running days I just been running for days I fell inlove with today Looking from the outside in At the hands and the mouth I sin I ain't leave the house in a year Just a man on the couch right here Every sound that I hear Rebound from my fears And astounded I stare 40 ounce of the beer And my allowance is shared By the ones I allow to be near Over these hours repair My health, my life and fatigue, myself I lie to my needs Slime on my teeth Wake up in the morning just complying to breath Another man in this earth who am I trying to be I'm the only one who's lying to me