How long have you denied that burning desire? Yeah Stayin' up writin' sixteens 'Cause I can't sleep, thinkin' 'bout the Sistine I make it up for all the misreads 'Cause I can't sleep, thinkin' shit skipped me Sometimes you can't see, it's bigger than the shit seem A mental stampede's accompanied the misery Banshees, huddled 'round a pick-me A broken family'll crumble on your big dreams The struggles of the missed king Not knowin' who to grapple when the ship sink I can't act, what would sis' think? I'm bringin' trouble, every castle get the Blitzkrieg You know I battle with the wind's speed Seein' double from the path and all the links clinked She blessed my hustle, movin' backwards with the quick schemes I hope it touch you, hit you how it hit me Subtle, but swiftly through your ripped seams As much I love you, I know I gotta get free It's what it come to, you know how resent bleed Out your heart, until it leak empty Low-key from the start, I ain't see the end gleam Just going with my cards, watch 'em harsh and turn to envy Livin' up in guard, that's the reason my defence weak Thought I was a star, I was tweakin', just a cheque fiend Wear a scar, demons, a suppress bein', uh A suppress bein'