Yeah, yeah Boy, it's been (Hard to admit) Yeah, yeah, uh Boy, it's been hard to admit it, I left my soul in my writtens So now my body be tripping, I pray the future bright Although it probably isn't, this a gift and a curse You seen the lit and the worst of me, niggas spit on the curb I've been a loner since nursery, couldn't hiccup a word I've had some talks with myself, I need to pick up my worth I guess y'all listen and have fun, when I listen, it hurt We all stars in the sky, despite who glistening first Y'all always hitting my cell, I need a minute to work All my lyrics in hell, before it end in the dirt I'm in school for 9 hours, just pretending to learn I put my head in that furnace, when that medicine burning We spend the bread on some food, I can't remember the earnings Fuck it, I'll earn it again, trust me, I'll earn it again As long as I murder that paper and get that verse through the pen Couple niggas shitted on me, I ain't heard of 'em since I know they watching me, nigga, that's why I smirk when I win These ain't tears in my eyes, just this dirt in the wind Just this dirt in the wind Uh, yeah, uh, dirt, ay, ay, ay Dirt