It's all the smallest moments that fucked me up the most Could never seem to figure out why that is He was just laying on the couch there Light was pouring out his eyes That was a slap shot, a left hook to the ribs I was sick of this damn city And people in general Fucking girls off Tinder thought I was cool I dyed my hair green and stopped eating Sold my house to an actor That was my way of saying I love you But nobody cares Nobody sees Nobody thinks about These things except me But that's not the point It's not that deep If I have to be something I think I pick free Now I'm stuck in my emotions Triggered by memories That I made a mistake of thinking And when you've treaded water this long One starts to consider What it might feel like to start sinking Now I'm gonna say some real shit That I didn't write down It's still nice to be my Posner But nobody cares Nobody sees Nobody thinks about These things except me But that's not the point It's not that deep If I have to be something I think I pick free