Hey, the date is September 4th, 2020 I'm in Minturn, Colorado, alone I'm always alone here And I'm training to climb Mount Everest for May 2021 And I have a lot of trouble After our climbs, we'll go out for three days We'll go out for a week And it's a very intimate experience climbing a mountain with somebody, sleeping under the stars Not sexual, just intimate And when I finish, I come back here to this condo I'm renting And I'm just alone And I get fucking depressed every time I come back here And there's nobody waiting for me to come back There's no girl There's no family There's no dog This is me And it feels very dry I was thinking about my dad right now I miss him But why? I've set my life up to be alone so much I have that this freedom is maybe too much freedom And there's no one here but me