I used to be at war with my life I couldn't make it feel quite right I used to lie awake at night I used to lie awake at night I was scared to open my eyes For fear of the world outside I used to lie awake at night I used to lie awake at night But now that I'm older I'm done looking over my shoulder It took me a minute to find myself And if you don't like it then go to hell Cause now I'm a little bit older I'm done looking over my shoulder It took me a minute to find myself And if you don't like it then go to hell Yeah go to hell I used to worry if I was cool Smoking cigarettes behind the school Looking back I used to try so hard Looking back I used to try so hard I used to care what everyone thought Whether I liked it or not Before I knew it I was lost Before I knew it I was lost But now that I'm older I'm done looking over my shoulder It took me a minute to find myself And if you don't like it then go to hell Cause now I'm a little bit older I'm done looking over my shoulder It took me a minute to find myself And if you don't like it then go to hell Yeah go to hell