Da-da-da-da, da-da I'm not really giving effort in this intro, to be honest But, I hope you guys are having a good day Is it bad that death is always on my motherfucking mind? I can't ever seem help anyone, I'm a waste of time Don't know what fuck to say, just don't know what words to rhyme I've been trapped inside this state every day, every night And they said I should change, but that's shit not fucking easy And I'm looking at this gun and the trigger say "squeeze me" I don't really give a fuck, fuck your fun, it will not please me Light my arm on fucking fire just so I can fucking tease me All black on my outfit, I do not fuck with color And I'm always acting happy, please don't blow my fucking cover Fuck all emotional connection, I don't want a lover Wish that I could fucking fall off, I don't wanna be discovered Okay, maybe that last line was a lie I kinda wanna blow up, but not at the same time I kinda wanna still wanna blow my brains out, fucking die People say that I'm soft because I always seem to cry I don't really give a fuck at this point, nigga, fuck you Talking shit behind my back, but you want me to trust you Get the fuck away, I don't wanna fucking touch you You are not my bro, so do not call me bro dude I hide all these emotions with a smile on my face Think I'd rather be a villain, not a hero, don't need a cape If you walked inside my mind I think you'd be inside a maze Got these dark thoughts in my head, and people ask if I'm okay Blah, blah, blah, what the fuck are you saying? I don't wanna see a therapist, I think I'll stick to praying If my parents hearing this, hi, I love you, I'm just saying There's a lot of shit going on in my head I'm just fucking surveying Jump down a hill, I will roll, I will fall I don't know why people like me, I don't have no skill at all I shouldn't even be this big, I should just be fucking small I don't really give a fuck though, I'm just thankful for you all If I didn't have songs I don't know where I would be If I didn't have my friends I wouldn't be inside the scene If I didn't have Antares I'd sound really shitty Thank you all for the support, thank you all for helping me