I can't do this any longer My mind's all over the place No I'm not getting stronger Wish I could take my life and have eternal slumber If I kill myself tonight do not text my number You called but I wasn't there Because I finally kicked my chair Rope burn slowly takes my air Cry out for help no ones there I'm sorry I overshare I know that nobody cares about me Made that shit clear But I guess that's life It's not fair Take my life, I can't stand it I've been trying to heal my damage Spill my blood, on a blank canvas Pray we crash, this plane's not landing Take my life, I can't stand it I've been trying to heal my damage Spill my blood, on a blank canvas Pray we crash, this plane's not landing Oversized hoodies been hiding my self harm And if that can't hide it, then I'll go put bracelets on my arms And I know it's not healthy, but hiding my pain is something that I'm used to And these drugs are not helping, but I'm turning to them because I'm tryna get through This nightmare of life for nineteen years Things would be easy if I disappeared Thought I would change but I can't switch the gear Seasonal depression it's that time of year And I pray that it flies by And if that shit doesn't Then I probably won't be alive And if that's the case Then it's goodbye This is the final note A suicide Fuck this shit man-