Flaws and mistakes We're not human Give me time and I'll change There's some days that I hate Shit that I can't control like acne on my face And problems that come with my skin and my race So many suicide notes I threw away Cus' I ain't ever wanna be a burden People say they care for me Don't know that shit for certain Anymore If I didn't text her Then I wouldn't get a text back But I should expect that now Cus' friends are forever or that's what they say Then so why my all my friends end up hurting me? I screamed out for help while you dug out my grave I hate the last thing that I saw was your face And you tossed our memories and my corpse away And nailed down my coffin to make sure I stayed Maybe finally I can finally get time to myself Got my finger on the trigger if I shoot I'll kill the old me I've been tryna move on but slowly And yeah I may avoid home, it's lonely Don't feel like myself feel like a phony Maybe finally I can finally get time to myself Got my finger on the trigger if I shoot I'll kill the old me I've been tryna move on but slowly And yeah I may avoid home, it's lonely Don't feel like myself feel like a phony