Where do I begin? And how do I start again? Am I the only one who talks? Around no one's listening... When will I ever learn? Will I ever get my turn? When we've lost it all Sometimes is all we've got A break from reality is all I want... I'm sitting here staring at blank walls It's not that I don't care Just feel I've seen it all Take me away to the day turns to the night Then feel things in there'll be alright I'm gonna lose control again So take me away As rusted days come and go The past is all that I know The pain inside I won't show I'll swallow the fear inside of me Is this is all I got somewhere along this life I forgot? What I want? what do I want? It is not that I don't care It's just I'm sick of being here Surrounded by the thoughts of yesterday I wish you could feel the way I feel Sometimes I question: 'Is this real?' All these memories feel like a nightmare! And I'm stuck down here!