Yeah I been waiting on you my whole life Someone like you right by my side Got me caught up on a Monday You said you might love me someday Said you'd meet me on the runway You were never gonna love me, no way No way She said, "I'm leaving this time, you were never gonna try I don't wanna hear your lies, I don't want you in my life" Look, I know I said some stuff, you don't think I'm good enough Girl, there ain't no better love, pour that bottle in my cup Wish there never was an us, wonder why I take these drugs Feel like I'm slipping up, crushing pillies into dust, yeah La-la, la-la, la-la Some days I feel like giving up, yeah La-la, la-la, la-la Ain't nobody I can trust Maybe it's my fault that I been distant Doctor told me don't mix all that liquor with prescriptions Shut the fuck up, mind your business I'll keep catching flights and they can keep on catching feelings Screaming na-na, na-na, na-na I made it through darkness once or twice I'm singing la-la, la-la, la-la I can't give up, I know I gotta fight Please don't fuck with my vibe I been up since last night Fill my cup with more ice I'm running through these red lights I feel like something's not right I guess I'll never get a say But I ain't never been afraid Got memories I can't erase Obsessed with checks and getting paid Don't ever question my name You'll never step in my lane There's pent up stress in my brain Depression sets, I feel drained Regressive, yes I'm not saying But I manifest without gain, I'm saying La-la, la-la, la-la Some days I feel like giving up, yeah La-la, la-la, la-la Ain't nobody I can trust