Something's wrong with my brain I haven't felt the same Since the day you walked away Missed your voice and your face Think about you every day Maybe we weren't a mistake, my dear Okay, you're right and I'm wrong I know that I'm a dog I fret over the silliest things You told me I'm a piece of shit Know I'm a hypocrite I wish I wasn't like this You told me I'm a jerk I know that I'm the worst Left a hole in your heart You make me feel insecure I know I hurt you first But that don't mean it don't hurt Your best friend said I don't deserve you I'm just kissing your forehead Promise you won't forget our love I think [?] hate me Maybe I'm going crazy Sometimes still wish I was yours It's like nobody knows I been here all alone With this blade right to my throat I don't know where to turn I don't know where to go And that's the part that hurts the most It feels like I'm stuck in a loop still [?] the way that this booze feels Trying not to let it slip Why am I so helpless Ten shots and my face starts melting No wonder I can't help but feel like this Anybody coulda guessed this outcome Depressed I can't finish the rest of my album Obsessed with the stress, I'm upset, I'm a downer No matter what I can't smell the scent of the flowers I'm on tour again, I'm 'bout to board plane But to be honest I would rather ignore the fame They keep saying I got more to gain But I'd do anything to feel sorta sane Something's wrong with my brain I haven't felt the okay Since the day you walked away Missed your voice and your face Think about you every day Maybe we weren't a mistake, my dear Okay, you're right and I'm wrong I know that I'm a dog I fret over the silliest things You told me I'm a piece of shit Know I'm a hypocrite I wish I wasn't like this Sometimes I feel incompetent Wish I had more confidence Always been a fuck-up I wish that I had common sense You think I hate you But it's more like the opposite, my love Something's wrong with my brain I haven't felt okay Since the day you walked away Miss your voice and your face Think about you every day Maybe we weren't a mistake, my dear I still get butterflies When I look in your eyes I just pretend I went away You're like an angel But I don't think I'll ever see Heaven's gates