I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling, yeah I've been feeling Yeah I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowadays Got the windows rolled down when I'm drifting through the rain Lately I've been dealing with this pain So I burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different They can say what they want, hate all they want Back in the day couldn't pay for the bus Now I'm thankful enough to get payed for stuff I pick up a bag everyday of the month But this anxiety is still in me And I can't lie to you it's trippy See the flashing sirens out to get me And I cannot hide cuz I'm guilty Wanna run you to fuck your life Trying to break free but it cuffs too tight I need caffeine, I've been up all night I'm in love with the risk so I walk on ice I've been drinkin liquor right outta my chalice Now it's half empty and I might lose balance And it's kinda ironic cuz I can't stand it So Imma get this money and then I might vanish I got 'em wondering why I seem so selfish I've seen it too many times so I can't help it I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowadays Got the windows rolled down when I'm drifting through the rain Lately I've been dealing with this pain So I burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different Heart racing, I can't take it, I'm trippin So I take a shot then I take a hit, I feel different I got these bad habits and I can't graft them And if my moms haunted I do a black phantom All these unwanted enemies I have at random Cuz I can't understand them like bad grammar If they're upset then it's mission accomplished I'm way too busy, I ain't with all the nonsense I drop hits all year in the process And now the mirror is as clear as my conscience But it's almost like a blessing and a curse Cuz they want me on their team but won't mention what I'm worth If they're still sleeping on me then they better get alert If they say the wrong thing I could get everybody hurt, huh? And I don't know what they expected, expected But sometimes being quite sends a message, a message Lately I've been feeling different, different So you should probably mind your fucking business, business