I keep thinking I see you When I'm sleeping I dream you And my head's as heavy as the weight of my body Your silence confuses me What I want is an explanation What I need is to be released Cause part of me, yeah it's still holding onto you Cause part of me likes to feel defeat So what if this ?? the one thing is really real And I screwed it up yeah to keep myself awake Somewhere inside me I still believe that I don't deserve to be loved this way And what I want is an explanation What I need, I need to be released Cause part of me, yeah it's still holding on to you Cause part of me, it likes to feel defeat I keep thinking I keep thinking