I don't know how to feel about this
It all made sense but now it's just a smudge on a dirty window
Everything that I thought I knew
Was just a skewed reality
That locked away my sanity
I believed in this at first, but I'm seeing all the signs
(That it's not real)
How can you be so sure that it's forever?
When I snap my fingers, you're gone
(I cannot conceal)
I won't make promises that I can't keep
You don't need me
I won't wait for you to change
That's the one thing I can guarantee
You couldn't see that I wasn't happy
Don't act as if you were the victim of this situation
You didn't take what I gave to you
But everything's just vacancy
I'm abandoned with what you left of me
I believed in this at first, but I'm seeing all the signs
(That it's not real)
How can you be so sure that it's forever?
When you pulled the trigger, I'm gone
(This is how I feel)
Stay away
You thoughts of insecurity
I'll never say
That I was ever better off
I tried my hardest
To shut out the ghosts
That haunt my dreams
I'm suffering from all the decay
