And every morning And every night Help me to be selfish Help me never to be kind Can you forgive me A thousand times Help me to be selfish Help me never to be kind There's no sleep And no hope It's just me Alone Bedside Table You're my Angel The footsteps weren't mine The trail you left behind While I was stuck inside We're all just born to die There's love inside my heart But hate spews from my mouth And I will fall apart Until I figure it out I can't be what you want me to be But I can write And I can read And my brain goes Where I know it shouldn't go But that's just how I write The wound begins to grow And I can't be what you wanted me to be But I can write And I can read And my brain goes Where I know it shouldn't go But that's just how I write The wound begins to grow And every morning And every night Help me to be selfish Help me never to be kind Can you forgive me A thousand times Help me to be selfish Help me never to be kind