I'm so gone, I'm so gone Got me wishin that I never left home It'll never be the same, I can never go back I just gotta cope with the facts I just gotta cope with the facts Yo I'm tellin you it's hard just to move on Feelin like my groove's gone So I'm like stellar while I drink a couple Stellas But the pleasure isn't pleasure when it's measured So 5x12 ounces to feel better isn't better, damn And I'm tryin hang with the fellas but a shitstorm brewin and I feel under the weather Phone with my moms, always say more than I'm tryna tell her but these feelings always swell up til I shed 'em, damn My cerebellum got me wildin' But I'm here now so I gotta grind And if you ain't onboard, shit I still intend to dive in Yo I have to since I'm on fire and yo I ain't tryin burn out But sometimes when you got that weight on your shoulders that's when everything works out So I'm copin and I'm hopin I'm just tryna stay afloat and we ain't in the same boat I'm so gone I'm so gone, I'm so gone Got me wishin that I never left home It'll never be the same, I can never go back I just gotta cope with the facts I just gotta cope with the facts Yo it's a long way down but I know I'm too fly to freefall But I'm feelin like I devolved Cause lately my little sister givin me advice when she calls But fuck it, let her see me how I am, damn No longer a role model, all because I left home But if I just kept goin to the next poem maybe I could show 'em how even without the best form you can press on like your chest grown and I'm in the psycho zone But I do it macro on the microphone Cause shit get dark but when the lights go on, automatically come correct like the typos gone, word And then the fight goes on and the people in the crowd like "We like those songs" So I'm just copin and I'm hopin I'm just tryna stay afloat, we might be in the same boat I'm so gone I'm so gone, I'm so gone Got me wishin that I never left home It'll never be the same, I can never go back I just gotta cope with the facts I just gotta cope with the facts This is for my man who in dire need of kidneys but he still out here livin like he ballin This is for my mans whose home life's so shitty his mom be callin the cops every time he in the apartment but he ain't phased This is for my man who lost his brother to a gun but somehow remain sane This is for that kid who lost both parents to HIV and somehow stays positive without bein positive This is why I'm tryna live, this is why I'm tryna give Cause human beings perseverin' through all kinda shit And anyone who say your struggle ain't real is a liar too Cause sadness and pain ain't quantifiable Don't gotta understand what I'm tryna do Shit, just don't put me on trial, dude We all copin and we hopin we just tryna stay afloat man we all in the same boat We so gone I'm so gone, I'm so gone Got me wishin that I never left home It'll never be the same, I can never go back I just gotta cope with the facts I just gotta cope with the facts