You're a toxic
Kind of lover
Break everything you touch and then
Expect me to fix it
Give me suicidal
There's power in it
Promise me you'll stop then
You hit the bottle again
I forsake you
Imma take you
Imma make you sick inside
Suffocate you
Alienate you
Leave you hanging side to side
You are my secret
You are my very regret
You are the reason I wish
I wish I were dead
Every time I try to stand
You knock me down again
You take up my [?]
You make me wish I were dead
Why do you always ruin everything
You ruin everything
You ruin everything
I'll degrade you
Emasculate you
I'll become the habits you hide
I'll erase you
And then replace you
Like I am the parasite
You are the terrors
That have been happening
You are the trauma I try
So hard to forget
Every time I try to forget
You knock me down again
You take up my [?]
You make me wish I were dead
Why do you always ruin everything
You ruin everything
You ruin everything
Oh my god
Oh
Oh what you do to me
No
You'll never ruin me
You
You'll never ruin me
Yeah you ruin everything
You knocked me down again
You take up my [?]
You make me wish I were dead
Why do you always ruin everything
You make me less than before
I can't feel anything, anymore
You ruin everything
You ruin everything
