You knew this was toxic for me You knew I was bad at running You knew I would roll my sleeves and Pick up every mess You knew I'd be sad and lonely You knew I ain't have nobody You knew we ain't make no money I screamed at you like How could you leave me here? Surrounded by all my fears Drowning in all my tears How could you leave me here? How could you leave me there? I was so unprepared You knew that I was scared Of losing you but you didn't care You didn't care Yeah Left me with your problems Left me with my momma To deal with all this gossip While you was unresponsive You left me at that school Where niggas tried to kill me So we had to move Nobody know the real me You left me fighting for my life all by myself While I was praising who you made I disengaged with what I felt And made no space for no one else Disintegrated mental health You shoulda stayed, you could've changed I'm yelling How could you leave me here? Surrounded by all my fears Drowning in all my tears How could you leave me here? How could you leave me there? I was so unprepared You knew that I was scared Of losing you but you didn't care You didn't care I saw you leaving into the shadows Left me with heartbreak and no one to follow For generations into the gallows Let me be empty, broken and hollow Spent so many years being angry Looking at these photos leave me heavy Fell so many times, you didn't catch me Now I'm saying How could you leave me here? Surrounded by all my fears Drowning in all my tears How could you leave me here? How could you leave me there? I was so unprepared You knew that I was scared Of losing you but you didn't care You didn't care