There was a boy living right next door We were just friends 'till we wanted more Now I'm sneaking in late, silently close the gate And his hair's jet black like the moonlight sky And his nose is cold and I wonder why I'm shaking in his arms, while I am aching in his arms 'Cause no one can hold the weight of a broken heart And when he tries to counter lies, they won't leave me, it won't leave Now I'm thinking that I should take a step away Work through all this unattended pain Inside of me, 'cause it guides me 'Cause if I like him that's a choice that I wanna make Without the confusion in my brain Emotions, from previous oceans My heart breaks more in his arms My heart breaks more in his arms Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking Breathing for the first time Eyes on hating, chasing, saving All my love for one more moment looking into your eyes There's something like a vacuum That was waiting for some time But I just like my aching You step in inside That's what [?] pressure from the story you don't know I never should have come here, I guess I'll just go Is this what healing feels like? Is this what it suppose to feel like? When we open up just a little I thought that I'd be happy I thought that I'd be fine But all I feel is guilty All I wanna do is cry My heart breaks more in his arms My heart breaks more in his arms My heart breaks more in his arms My heart breaks more in his arms Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking Breathing for the first time Eyes on hating, chasing, saving All my love for one more moment looking into your eyes I'm giving you the worst of me Trading for the best of you Even though I'm hurting me Do you want to see this through? I'm giving you the worst of me Trading for the best of you Even though I'm hurting me Do you want to see this through? (How dare you, how dare you) I'm giving you the worst of me (I'm begging, I'm begging) Trading for the best of you (Giving you the worst of me) Even though I'm hurting me Do you want to see this through? (Do you wanna stay with me?) I'm giving you the worst of me Trading for the best of you (How dare you, how dare you) Even though I'm hurting me Do you want to see this through? Eyes on soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking Breathing for the first time Eyes on hating, chasing, saving All my love for one more moment looking into your eyes