Lately, I've been feelin' lost Nowhere I can turn, all the lines are crossed Everything's collapsin', I'm a pile of dust I don't know what to do, there's no one I can trust Not even friends, not even family I don't have anybody but the creatures in my fantasies And everything I do is making my life worse I wanna cut my arms, 'cause happiness should hurt But if I do that will it release the pain? 'Cause I can't stand the voices, that whisper in my brain Or maybe I should throw myself in front of a train So these tears won't fall like the rain Because I'm drowning, I swear, I'm drowning I'm drowning in emotions, I'm drowning in my tears Drowning in anxiety, I'm drowning in my fears And I don't wanna be here Because I'm drowning, I swear, I'm drowning I'm drowning in emotions, drowning in my tears Drowning in anxiety and drowning in my fears And I don't wanna be here Because I'm drowning And I just can't explain, the feeling of the pain And I can't really tell if it is driving me insane And if I can't do all that What's the meaning of life and all the strength, that I gotta gain I feel lost - I am lost And if that isn't the truth, why am I not finding all the happiness that life should cost I can't lie, I spent my whole life wishin' I could just die And though I'm alive, I feel like I'm dead Because of the misery that lives in my head Because, because I'm drowning, I swear, I'm drowning I'm drowning in emotions, drowning in my fears Drowning in anxiety and drowning in my tears And I don't wanna be here Because I'm drowning, I swear, I'm drowning Drowning in emotions, drowning in my tears Drowning in anxiety and drowning in my fears And I don't wanna be here Ey, uh Dear Jacob, I appreciate your email I wanna be careful and consider every detail It sounds like you're hurt, don't let the pain stop you You might consider hirin' a therapist to talk to It hurts my heart to hear you say you wanna cut yourself I promise man, self-mutilation doesn't help I know it feels like you wish, that you were someone else But maybe you should take time to embrace and hug yourself Seriously man, be nice to yourself You're only 13 friend when I was 13 I remember wishing my life would end But this ain't the end, you found the beginning You're not frowning, you're grinning And you're not drowning, you're swimming I help you on the boat, as long as you promise me that you'll never lose hope You're only 13, your whole life's in front of you Change your attitude, and the world could change because of you Love you, bro!