The summer I turned 18 Started with me running from a party Bella was drinking in the back My prom night, panic attack Racing, climbing to the front door Bolted down 29, going 84 Ended the night on a curb These last twelve years were a blur Swear I was just on the pavement Laying down while someone traces me Watching the sky I thought I had more time What a lie I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye Wonder if I can outrun September It's not the end If I play pretend like when we were kids Make friends with the dark, say "Stay forever Don't let me down, down, down" Night's a fair-weather friend Lets daylight come in Swear I was just on the pavement Laying down while someone traces me Watching the sky I thought I had more time What a lie I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye But I guess Mr. Clock was just doing his job And it's nobody's fault, but I wish it was Swear I was just on the pavement Laying down while someone traces me Watching the sky I thought I had more time What a lie I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye