Run away to the place that I never had Every turn that I take leads me right back Love the taste and I'm stuck here feeling attacked I swear that every day just gets longer They tell me to get help, but I want out I'm looking every way for some sonder But I'm too selfish, I want out So, tell me why the bad come back to me Everything I do now saddens me Screaming out loud, they won't answer me Guess I'm a walking catastrophe Don't call my name, I'll run away Starting to break down, I hate this game They're up in my face now, I'm feeling shame Looking for ways out, but I can't change Pay the price for the life that I never lived Nothing nice, every night I'll be taking a sip Everybody's feeling tight, it won't loosen it's grip I swear that every day just gets longer They tell me to get help, but I want out I'm looking every way for some sonder But I'm too selfish, I want out So, tell me why the bad come back to me Everything I do now saddens me Screaming out loud, they won't answer me Guess I'm a walking catastrophe Don't call my name, I'll run away Starting to break down, I hate this game They're up in my face now, I'm feeling shame Looking for ways out, but I can't change They're up in my face now, I'm feeling shame Looking for ways out, but I can't change