Had to let go of what I want had to focus on what I need Had to turn off all my phones my life been on DND Thought I was in love, had to let her go, she wasn't the one for me You don't know how it feels to walk around with anxiety You don't know how it feels to be all alone I ain't got no friends I done been through too much I've been out of love, shit play in my head Working hard this shit ain't come over night now we counting up a hundred bands Just trynna make sure I'm living right Walk around God holding my hand We fell under, we gotta resurface We was out for a while we in service now Ain't tripping off shit don't concern us Now we hitting the mall putting purchase down Been dealing with shit that's internal But it's alright I'm good I can work it out On top we just scratching the surface This shit all in my head don't write verses down I'm trynna get to the top, I know it's a lot but I gotta prevail I know it's gone take some time, got mark on my mind but he stuck in a cell They didn't believe in me niggas show jealousy I really don't know who real My mind on a different earth I know I'm a introvert I'd rather stay to myself Had to let go of what I want had to focus on what I need Had to turn off all my phones my life been on DND Thought I was in love, had to let her go, she wasn't the one for me You don't know how it feels to walk around with anxiety You don't know how it feels to be all alone I ain't got no friends I done been through too much I've been out of love, shit play in my head Working hard this shit ain't come over night now we counting up a hundred bands Just trynna make sure I'm living right Walk around God holding my hand Walk around God me holding my hand I got all these bands I know I can't panic Take a ride down to memory lane, thinking bout the love I got for my granny Look at me now I got all these chains, and fans, this shit feeling heavy Used to dream that one day I would make it Used to dream of a wall full of plaques now it's plenty She know that I'm blunt I don't care, she offended I want my name to be called at the Grammys Don't come around with no hidden agenda She cut me off and now I'm in my feelings Turn my phone off, don't wanna get calls In my thoughts I'm on a whole 'nother planet I gave my all trynna put on the bros It broke my heart when I saw they was jealous Had to let go of what I want had to focus on what I need Had to turn off all my phones my life been on DND Thought I was in love, had to let her go, she wasn't the one for me You don't know how it feels to walk around with anxiety You don't know how it feels to be all alone I ain't got no friends I done been through too much I've been out of love, shit play in my head Working hard this shit ain't come over night now we counting up a hundred bands Just trynna make sure I'm living right Walk around God holding my hand