There's some drugs on the counter I've been drinking all night I ain't doing this for fun It's the only thing that helps with getting by Most of the time I wish I was someone else Maybe then I could save me from myself Devil's on my shoulder, dark thoughts fill my mind Don't bother tryna help, you'll waste your time 'Cause I'm broken Like a record on repeat, digging my own grave Driving Swerving on two lanes, dying from this pain It feels like there's no way out Happiness is gone somehow And I'm still a kid, wasting years I guess I'm just hopeless When people ask if I'm okay I just smile through the pain Laying up at night, staring at these walls Sometimes I wish I felt nothing at all 'Cause I'm broken Like a record on repeat, digging my own grave Driving Swerving on two lanes, dying from this pain It feels like there's no way out Happiness is gone somehow And I'm still a kid, wasting years I guess I'm just hopeless I'm just hopeless There ain't no going back To the kid I used to be Looks like I'll just suffer being me 'Cause I'm broken Like a record on repeat, digging my own grave Driving Swerving on two lanes, dying from this pain It feels like there's no way out Happiness is gone somehow And I'm still a kid, wasting years I guess I'm just hopeless I'm just hopeless