I apologize if I stumbled again for all to see I haven't met your expectations, me is all I can be Still I'm locking these flows, God gave me all of the keys Money is the only language that complain, that shits foreign to me You put all them years into building, why aren't you free? Comments, you gotta answer those, that corny shit comes with a fee Hard times it hit you where it hurts, take a follow with me? Its either that or worrying, you won't drown in them puddles so breath? Millions of grown ups kissing ass an uncomfortable deed Might take a while but it will be all worth it once you succeed Gotta unfollow in real life, hard to stomach defeat And Too much of anything become a disease Fear can appear as loyalty but its all survival So called believers reading gossip now before ya bible Niggas will claim to be a rider, can't afford the title Lookin for friends again, I need someone to call my rival You gotta keep the doors open, now there's no room for jokin This shit gets real, you ain't foldin, takes a real one to know one One in a million you chosen, don't let fear off of no one Ain't no feelin like glowing, You want me killed and Failure your hopin, but I gotta keep it going nigga You going everything you got? you rollin? They rather you broken but you gotta keep it going nigga there's only one time to get your shot, you rollin? All the slander aside I held that banner high Flashbacks of a younger me, humbly made me camera shy Manifested delusion this little plan of mine, comfortably Ain't no trumpin me Come for me and your plans to die Bet on myself. I quit on you before I quit on me Bet on my health, let all the smoke off that I couldn't see You feedin my fire you remember all used to say that I wouldn't be Seems to forgot what famous was, dangerous with the crook mc Life can be special, so live it cause there's no second one Lending my time, that was the dumbest shit I've ever done And through all these relationships most would measure I treasure some For my family I sacrifice jail or sleeping, what ever comes first They love you long enough for they feeling to turn to hate or worse This industry will change you, hard to find someone that ain't cursed Praying ain't work maybe I gotta find my way to the church Walking is a blessing but ima fly till I'm laying in the dirt You gotta keep the doors open, now its no room for jokin This shit gets real you ain't fallin, takes a real one to know one One in a million you chosen, don't let fear off of no one Ain't no feelin like glowing, You want me killed and Failure your hoping but I gotta keep it going nigga Your going everything you got, you rolling? They rather you broken but you gotta keep it going nigga there's only one time to get your shot you rolling? Represent a middle finger to an industry of doors I never enter Always easy to stand out when you don't fit the set agenda Grateful that my people brought me in and to them, in debt forever Sunshine don't mean shit without clouds, learn to accept the weather Can't blame me up here for not seeing, let me corrective lense ya I'm stepping on all they confusion at the epicenter Don't underestimate anyone under desperate measures You fix for springs here, I'm focusing on my next December The best payback is killing em and boi it do hurt, victory is beautiful Now let's toast to the boy who threw first Gave all I had and made of music and ain't been reimbursed Even in times I'm uninspired tragedy seems to work This new era dies before they actually see they perks Better learn to sustain it, how little happiness leaves you worse Just imagine all the progress you see in reverse Would have been that if you followed them, niggas still can't believe it worked You gotta keep the doors open, now its no room for jokin This shit gets real you ain't fallin, takes a real one to know one One in a million you chosen, don't let fear off of no one Ain't no feelin like glowing, You want me killed and Failure your hoping but I gotta keep it going nigga Your going everything you got, you rolling?