Oh-oh, hmm I know that I can't live forever And I know forever is not forever I'm sorry, but I can't take whatever And I tell my brother say "If it's not all, it's never" God gave me plenty ability He gave me plenty ability I'm not perfect and I don't wanna be I just wan carry my family Omo, plenty responsibilities And plenty evil activities Oh, abi', abi', abinibi No disrespect for my military Oh please, forgive me If I fail you, my city Call the Doc when I'm bleeding Every night I'm not sleeping Oh, this how I'm feeling If I hurt you, forgive me Make you help me see reason That is not what you thinking, thinking, uhn But I hadn't forgiven my father So one day, we were on the phone before the show sold out Before everything changed, we were on the phone And I got a chance to just say everything that was on my mind And the things that came out of my mouth blew my mind But at the end of it, what I heard was, "I forgive you" I said, "I forgive you" to him Now I'm stuck in my world, mmm Flying private jet that I cannot affford, mmm Before we heal, forgiveness is a must, mmm And before we love, we know we gats to trust We gats to trust, mmm God gave me plenty ability He gave me plenty ability (Ability) I'm not perfect and I don't wanna be I just wan carry my family (My family) Omo, plenty responsibilities And plenty evil activities Oh abi', abi', abinibi No disrespect for my military Oh please, forgive me If I fail you, my city (If I fail you) Call the Doc when I'm bleeding (Call the Doc) Everynight I'm not sleeping Oh, this how I'm feeling (This how I'm feeling) If I hurt you, forgive me Make you help me see reason That is not what you thinking, thinking, uhn Oh please, forgive me, uhn Here I was with this script about adult survivors of child abuse And the characters in the show that I had written had forgiven their abusers But I hadn't forgiven my father The things that came out of my mouth blew my mind But at the end of it, what I heard was, "I forgive you" I said, "I forgive you" to him (Uhn) Sterling