Every night of late I'm wide awake Because I feel That every last mistake That I have made Has me in pieces I smile to your face (And it is) A lie just the same (As if I) I washed it all away (And I showed) My empty plate With every hour that passes I try to tell myself What I know That night are only ashes Of days gone by burned Black and broken I wear them on my skin Ahead when I begin To run I chase until it follows