Gotta stop myself from running back to you 

I don't know, what is real 
Always make 'in it feel 
Like I don't know what I'm thinking 

Blow your cool 
Drop the ball 
Throw your fist, through the wall 
Without even blinking 

And the more you swear 
That you have changed 
The more you stay the same 

I gotta stop 
I gotta stop 
I gotta stop myself from running back to you 

Stop coming 
Stop running 
Stop dreaming 
Stop feeling 

Build me up 
Tear me down 
Till I feel 
Like a clown 
That's just what I'm used to 

When you should 'pologize 
It's my fault, no surprise 
But now I see through you 

Can you sleep at night 
Oh it must be nice 
To always have the other hand 
I'm already gone 
And you still don't understand...