Ain't supposed to be going out I'm supposed to be crying at home Ain't supposed to be having this much fun When I just got my heart broke It might look like breaking up is easier for me But you can't always believe what you see I'm happy 'til it hits me We're nothing but history It's too late to go back there again We're better off as friends And I can stay distracted Like nothing ever happened But that's until it pulls me under Wonderin' if you miss me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me I ain't looking for a rebound I'm just tryin' to do me now Oh and honestly I'm trying to learn to live this life without ya It might look like letting go is easier for me But you can't always believe what you see I'm happy 'til it hits me We're nothing but history It's too late to go back there again We're better off as friends And I can stay distracted Like nothing ever happened But that's until it pulls me under Wonderin' if you miss me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me So you know I'm gonna turn it up So you know I'm gonna dance all night So you know I'm gonna act like you're the last thing That's on my mind 'Til it hits me And I turn on the radio And I can't help but listen And admit it, I miss you I'm happy 'til it hits me We're nothing but history It's too late to go back there again We're better off as friends And I can stay distracted Like nothing ever happened But that's until it pulls me under Wonderin' if you miss me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me So you know I'm gonna turn it up So you know I'm gonna dance all night So you know I'm gonna act like you're the last thing That's on my mind 'Til it hits me I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me