The ground is gone beneath me You pulled the safety net I moved across an ocean From my family, from my friends The foundation is shattered You've made such a fucking mess I tried to be your modern wife But the child in me protests I need a drink I need a Valium You pushed me this far, and I just need to be numb If I relapse I know I stand to lose it all Can you bring me back When I'm climbing up the walls? If I relapse I know I stand to lose it all Can you bring me back? When I'm climbing, climbing up the walls I-I need a drink I-I need a drink Climbing up the walls I-I need a drink I-I need a drink The girls are looking at me To teach them all about love But I can't seem to hold my shit together long enough I need a drink I need a Valium You pushed me this far, and I just need to be numb If I relapse I know I stand to lose it all Can you bring me back When I'm climbing up the walls? If I relapse I know I stand to lose it all Can you bring me back? When I'm climbing, climbing up the walls I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I need a drink More than one If I relapse I stand to lose it all When I'm climbing up the walls If I relapse If I relapse I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I-I need a drink I need a drink I need a Valium You pushed me this far