KidWond3r you made this beat yeah Yeah This is real shit you know I said I won't talk about it, fuck it I'm talking about it, I'm talking about it Look I saw my mama smokin' crack right in my face and left me traumatized She was never sober, I can tell when I look in her eyes Nigga been through hard times Shootouts that I wish I died I know about them stomach aches That pain that hurt to be alive I was lost up in them streets I had to sell them drugs to eat Them hoes ain't wanna fuck with me I had to put j's on my feet They kno' I had that curly hair I know I'm lookin' like I'm sweet I want that boy to disrespect I never got my ass beat I had too much pain in me My life make me angry If you come from the bottom Ain't no difference you the same as me Niggas said they fuck with me I had to take some time to think You sold my moma crack and took her link I ain't have shit to drink We ate that chili out the can I had to turn into a man I was sellin' Reggie nigga Started out with seven grams Never had no helpin' hand One sister and two brother's I got love for white Shawn He one crazy motherfucker I made millions out the trenches I'm one wavy motherfucker I know that's a lot of guap for a crack baby motherfucker Felt like life was just abusing him We don't post our guns on IG Cause we be usin' 'em They like I went to school with him I ain't have no father figure Had to go way harder than him Had to play way smarter than him Them fucked up nights what sparked him I'm just glad to be alive Look my nephew in his eyes Saw the innocence I told him that I love him like he mine That's the type of shit that make you get out here and grind And for that boy I'm killin' shit I swear I do that time Put my life all on the line I was standin' on that nine I was three foot to my brother Fucked it up went two for five I saw project on that bed My lil cous lost his leg I was Chillin' when I got that call My cous was out that bed After all them tears I shed Got a gangster out here prayin' Some old niggas bout to die behind this shit and I ain't playin' Fuck the police and the feds You heard what the fuck I said Then lil niggas out here Hidin' Fuck it I'm gon' play they plan We gon' fill that boy with lead Fuck that shit I want his head They got my cousin too much meds I got some killas I keep em fed All this cheese bring the rats That's the reason for the gat And that beam is attached It's in on me like a tat I love green, I need racks Get my team up out the trap If he seen all the shit I seen He'll probably snap Say I keep that, 40 on me Like a I.D, that's high key Bullet in the head right beside me Come try me Back and forth, the dissin' I won't do it cus that's not me The last nigga dissed the gang This brains was all sloppy I say damn he comin' home I call the cash with glow I don't buy the jewelry no more Man that shit is old I just bought two home In the burbs and then it go I came a long way, I use to post up by that store Yeah Kidwond3r u made this beat yeah Sonic