I learned about myself when I was facing 36 And I really now know when I was caught up in the mix Everybody thugged life and I didn't even know it I was out in the hood tryina survive with the homies But my niggas ain't see me, I had the clique up I was bossin in the hood, startin to click something Most niggas from the set, we're running that spec I prayed all my life, something seem right Even through all the bad, I made it through those fights A scape kid nabbin and bullets at night Baby wasn't tryina fight cause I seen niggas die It gotta be more than the jail cell fine Escape 36, hate on nobody Cause what I went through I wouldn't wish on nobody Everything I have done, you would've seen at 30 Getting out the cell man, that's way too early Niggas doin 15, they get time to early How you do in 30 years? You're not even 30 I pray for the people that shady man looked over No family support, no friends to come over Now I can see the anger that you holdin Nobody taught us, we are men I was raised by a woman, so my emotions is all in I got my dad stress, I'm taking it all in Lil B I'm a put one in the air for my loved ones I feel like all the world, the painlike cause We all make the mistakes but the option is yours I got it tuned about the drugs in the floor I gotta get out the game, I don't want no more I don't want no war When you're thuggin in game, you'll never win The police waitin for you and so is the lawyer It's the DA tryina say your life ain't gorgeous Paint on my face like I'm in the circus Suit me up with the circuit, I gotta put work in A lot of niggas feel worthless when they not workin Like put stress on you like they do with them curtains One thing and I am for certain Don't set down your heart, just keep on learning Most people never been fucked like they a virgin It's my life, this is my version And I wish everything on earth was perfect But everybody, we are perfect You gotta love yourself even your plan not workin And get cut back on your earnings Most people won't retire, they just keep on servin Walking down the streets like they do in Berkeley Gotta keep my eyes open with a based prayer A lot of things but never be fair Deal with it, Lil B I don't know man, rawest rapper alive that's on the set Crime Fetish mixtape Yes