I wish I was more self-aware Maybe I'd take my own advice Maybe I could make a wish without taking the risk Of maybe not being right But I'm the same kid, same mission Same confidence, condition Most of the time, I just close my eyes And throw and go my decisions and that's okay That's okay sometimes I keep pushing further 'Cause I know when I am here It all gets better Even if it's been a year I don't stay down forever Even when I'm lying here I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever What do you know about real pain Do I really deserve anything I never run the ship, I just circle around it And pretend that I am getting in But I'm a hard case to break in I'm preaching day out and day in Most of the time I don't even find Words that I keep saying And that's okay I keep pushing further 'Cause I know when I am here It all gets better Even if it's been a year I don't stay down forever Even when I'm lying here I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever "Don't be so hard on yourself" I say to myself, lying in the dark "Don't be so hard on yourself" I say to myself, lying "Don't be so hard on yourself" I say to myself, lying in the dark "Don't be so hard on yourself" I say to myself I keep pushing further 'Cause I know when I am here It all gets better Even if it's been a year I don't stay down forever Even when I'm lying here I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever I won't lay down, I won't lay down forever I won't lay down, I won't lay down I won't lay down forever