Cleaned up today In the garage, putting stuff in bags I saw a ghost Spinning on skates I forgot I had Hidden away behind a dusty painting I found some books In the front page My handwriting said "secret, don't look" Nothing changes Nothing changes Go ahead set your hopes high Nothing changes However hard you try Turned one over in my hands Cinema ticket taped there by a past self Opened a page Date at the top said "June 2012 Dear diary, I'm afraid of growing up I'm beginning to see the worst in everything" I shrank my skin Tasted new daydreams kept in heart-shaped words My little twin laughed under a duvet at the sleepover She says "one day, I will find out who I am" Oh if she knew Nothing changes Nothing changes, go ahead set your hopes high But nothing changes, however hard you try Oh I checked the time It had been 2 hours, I went to the bin But my hands froze I couldn't make myself put them in I'll live with ghosts Bygone BFFs, dolls in a drawer The colours of a plasticine love I knew before Nothing changes Nothing changes, go ahead, set your hopes high Nothing changes, if you never even try Cleaned up today